i have a crush on you or more of an infatuation but ill never tell you because we are opposites and i know id hate you eventually

I’m sorry. I know that I should make amends face to face and not through my tumblr post, that maybe some of you can’t see, But I don’t really want to, I just want to say sorry but never come in contact with any of you. I sincerely apologize for any wrongdoing on my part.

if anyone assumes anything about this, its probably not that

I didn’t make dance team but everyone who did totally deserved it. I saw them at practice and they were really bomb at what they did so they def deserved it. I’m disappointed but mostly in myself because if I really wanted it, I would’ve spent more time still perfecting everything. I also blanked out when I was in front of the judges because I was so nervous . I’m sad that my friends and I didn’t make it so we could have that “extended family” as a friend said that everyone has when they are on a team. But shit happens and I’m just happy I finally decided to have the confidence to actually try to go after something because I always stop myself from doing things. I’m proud of myself for that and that’s all that matters. It was fun and I wish to continue following things I want because in a way I’ve always had a scare in the back of my mind :)